the choice.

opps.

mother's day is coming.
errr.
-.-' what to get.
nah nvm. i'll decide tomorrow.
*comes home*
dad says: eh. u look so nua.
*pats myself*
pat says: O.O where!?
yea. -.- awesome randomness on the car.
oh yea. and we changed our vehicle.
so theres basically. a van. and a family car in our house now.
zzzz. i don't know where that came from.

anyhow. i've been round and about nowadays.
in camp. again.
not exactly lifeless.
but somehow. it just seems alittle less enjoyable than it was in the past.
in a way.
they said i'm having meno pause. =.=
up and down moods.
one moment i'll be high and laughing like mad.
next minute i'll be sitting there quietly.
i'm not snobbish and ignoring u guys lah. wtf.
i'm just deep in thought.
about what to do for my future.
and where i'm headed to tomorrow.
i've to keep myself busy. though its nearly impossible on weekends.
but im trying.

had bbq today.
so quickly time passes.
and its gonna be my POP again.
well. really. fast.
in a way.
another way however. it feels so long sometimes.

anyhow. its time for me to get a move on again.
at least. back to where the sun is.
no. not emo-ing.
just self reflecting.
just felt that i've wasted enough time.
and that its time to wake up.

make a choice. between what is right. and what is easy.
what is right today. may seem wrong tomorrow.
every night every night.
i still run the memories over and over in my head.