puzzle.

Before.


After.

AHHHHHHH.
i've got a wasted weekend on my hands.
though im literally content with staying at home.
but still. =.= i'm at a lost to what to do on weekends.
but its okay! i'll figure some hobby out soon.

its funny when i seem to have entered another stage of life, unwillingly.
some sort of vortex which sucked me in.
leaving behind my friends, my old self and my life.
a life which nobody would understand.
even if u did bother to explain.
this two years. isnt my time. nor its my choice.
but i'd never regret the time spent there.
things i've learnt. people i've seen. experience i've got.
basically. i can say that its the most meaningful thing i've done with my life.
yes. i know people would say i'm crazy.
they would all wanna. 'serve and fuck off.'
but the thing is.
i've done nothing with my life up till now.
to me. this is meaningful.
it's just about how you look at things.
so i'm gonna suck it up. like a man. XD

kexin~ cheer up yes? (:
it isn't that tough.
and nah. its not his decision.
its the both of you.
but u chose to leave the decision in his hands. thats all.

every piece of puzzle that does not fit.
gets you closer to the ones that do.
i still wish you the best in whatever you do.