virgos are like a romantic.

yes lah ppl. im back to blog. (yes i know. again)
i tend to stop alot nowadays.
not because i dont have much to say.
but its because my life is really kinda packed.
im out like. everyday.
my parents barely see me.
and life is somewhat good.
mai hiam buay pai lah.
anyhows. ive a chalet on 20th,21st,22nd of september.
u're invited. if u're reading. just gimme a sms for the address.
no need for presents. alcohol is welcomed.
HAHAHAHA. yes i know. i love to drink.

anyway. yesterday was kexin's bday.
yes people. i was at bugis 5.30pm.
to browse for presents for her. with amanda, calvin.
yea. i spent 4 hours walking around bugis.
thanks some dude for arriving so late.
so in the end we picked the presents.
and ME ME ME! (since the cat is out of the bag).
IT WAS MY IDEA.
yeap. it was a star. her name's kexin.
candles. heart shaped flame. classic. yea i know.
but its been kinda long since i've done it.
she was hysterical. and i've got to say.
she must've felt slightly melted by someone's singing. not mine btw.
HAHAHAHAHA.
anyhow. happy birthday kexin.

oh, oh, oh. im off to chalet tomorrow. and wont be home for 3 days.
that means i wont be seeing someone for 3 days. =/
tsk. lets meet after i'm back yes?

it aches alittle lesser everyday.

the right feeling. with the right person.
yet the obstacles that stand in the way.
like passing through walls of thorn.
seared with pain. oblivious to the wounds.
i would begin to move on, turning right around.
despite the walls of burning will surrounding the heart.
she managed to penetrate my defenses.
yet the thought of her in love with another, tore me asunder.
sadly, the pain is what made me realize of the feelings for her.
yet. the pain itself. is fading.
as it aches alittle lesser everyday.

life's good for now.

well. life is good for now. basically.
because temple's over. hopefully.
and im not gonna put so much effort into something again.
which has no meaning. at all.
not that i regret it. though i did learn alot.
but. in the end. the effort all came to nothing.
so basically. i need a plan in life.
any advice?
cause i suck when it comes to my own life.
well. not that u've heard of a surgeon being able to operate on himself.

its kinda sad.
when u think that friends understand u.
but in the end. it all comes to naught.
it was stunning. when one of them said.
its ok. u'll just forget her easily.
and u'll just find another one.
and that dude who said that.
i'd gladly help him any day.
weird isnt it?
maybe i could forget. and maybe i should.
because in that way. things would be so much easier for everyone.
but this situation right here. is what makes loving so god damned hard.
and its funny. when u know u're so near yet so far at the same time.
nobody. would ever get me crawling on hands and knees again.
so basically. just fcuk everything everywhere.
though. i dont blame anybody.
because. in the end the last decision always comes to urself.

its really easy to open ur mouth to say.
when things are that simple.
but not when u're leaving ur heart out in the open.
so now. im putting on the jester's frown.

picturesss.

yes. people. please bear with the nudity here. -.-'

im just proud lah. i finally MANAGED to get abit of shape. =/ abit only.

-.- so basically im gonna work even harder.

yes. taken from rudy's.

yes. i know i look like a tard here.

PS: please. -.- do not be blinded. i do not have hair on my nipples.

yes ppl. im blogging again.

im back! though i doubt anyone reads my blog.
yes. its been crazy nowadays.
and im suddenly very interested in slides!
thanks to many many competitors.
they made it look so cool.
though i think i'll look damn dumb doing it.
but im most probably starting to train seriously on friday.
after my exams are over.
wee. then after that is chalets.
and loads of fun. time and laughter with friends.

anyway. skip the boring part.
yesterday. i went to sembawang because some dumb HGF forgot to take MC.
in the end. we caught 'Money Not Enough 2'.
well. it was really a nice show.
it reminded me of alot of stuff. like my granny, my great granny.
i fuggin cried in the theatre.
yes. though i tried hard to hide it.
the crying part started once the dumb dude tried to leave her at the home.
old folk's home. yes. old folks home people.
im never sending my parents there.
i dont get it. she has minor problems such as urinal control.
one thing people. u've been pee-ing in ur pants when u were young.
cant u return the favor by helping ur mother?
so yea. it was even more dramatic when she pulled off her life support.

btw. my parents caught that movie too.
u guys know what they said to me after the movie?
parents : if in the future im like this.
parents : just give me pills and let me die.
HBF says: . . . . . .
yes. thank you liang zhi qiang.
for giving my parents such a great ideal about suicide.
then. went to leisure park after that.
to study. i mean. i study. she sleeps.
as usual. GIMME SOMETHING NEW.
HAHAHAHA.
yes i know u feel like pinching my cheeks as u read this.
but anyway.
went home after that. -.-'
someone was grounded.
thats the end of yesterday.
PS: it does feel good to give u my jacket in the rain.

ive thought it through.
and the answer has always been the same.
i guess i was right. to have taken this slowly.
because. u really do need time.
just take things real slow. because im still here.

picture of a thousand words.

the jester's frown.

the story between the jester and a lady.
confusion was the start of the story.
the embrace that felt so right.
the kiss on the head that had its meaning.
the smiles and giggles of the night.
the company that was so nice.
the peace of heart in mind.
it has been a good time.
i wouldnt mind replaying over and over.
i would be waiting.
but if it were to be. i would wish them well.

a terrible dream.

SAY YES U CAN SEE MY ADAM APPLE.

catch the donkey live in action.

i love it when they do me unglam.

note the bunny teeth. who says i am not a rabbit. XD

yes i know. they just love to do this to me.

yeah. i had a terrible/great dream this morning.
it really does suck to be me.
i hope the good part happens. without the terrible side. -.-
well. to change things abit. here are the pics for urban.

overnight skating!

HAHAHAHA. im home!
from skating.
yes. was supposed to meet 3pm.
but i arrived at 6pm.
wah. really alot of people.
but by the time i arrived. joe left already.
sian.
but it was ok. we actually managed to see fireworks.
HAHAHAHA.
but the crowd was tok gong. we couldnt speed skate.
anyhow. it went like this.
HBF says: EH FIREWORKS NO MORE LIAO?!
the rest says: ya lah i think no more alr.
*skates back to UOB plaza*
*hears boom boom again*
HBF says: @#$$%#@#$ lets skate to see again.
*after 1-2 minutes of fireworks.*
HBF says: ehhh. is that really the end?
the rest says: yea i think really the end liao.
HBF says: if still got hor. i slap people.
*skates back UOB plaza*
*boom boom*
HBF screams: #$%!@#%$%&^$#$%@!.

anyhow. we spent our time slacking infront of the museum.
then michele force me to count her cards.
#$%!$$%^#
i tell her got people like her.
and she say not accurate.
michele, i poke u hard hard.
sheryl told me its true. got ppl like u loh.
anyhow. i spent the rest of the night lying down on the floor.
it was really kinda comfortable.
the wind. the people around me. and the sky!
too bad HGF wasnt there.
AWWWW. HAHAHAHA.
then rudy began telling the two ants story again.
yea. michele was like. WHAT CAVE!? WHAT CAVE?!
got dragon sia. lose already still spit saliva one sia.
HAHAHAHA.
then we set off for ECP.
i swear. i was high and horny the whole night.
i kept shouting: 'ITEH! ITEH!' in japanese.
it means pain. which basically u'll hear on all porn films.
for some weird reason. i found everything amusing.

then when we arrive at ECP.
we were all hot and horny. (literally sweating balls)
then we spent the night playing pool.
yea. i played like shit that night. i dno why.
HGF WHERE ARE U!
then i had strawberry milkshake. (sinful fuck)
but ITS NICE. and it keeps u awake. swear.
the sugar level in that thing makes u horny all over again.

then we went to sit and talk at the beach.
HAHAHAHA.
im sorry. when i never sleep i damn high one.
so yea. all secrets are bleh out.
im damn glad HGF wasnt there.
if not yea. i'll turn into a REALLY REALLY horny guy in her eyes.
we started talking about sex lah. fuck.
HAHAHAHA.
then rudy say the two ants story again.
fucker.
HBF says: eh you all know when u have sex right. u can control ejeculation?
the rest says: HUH!? REALLY!? HOW!? (they all damn high also)
HBF says: when u are gonna cum, think about fruits. (eg. apples)
then those fuckers say.
fuckers say: JUST THINK ABOUT YOUR FACE LAH. HAHAHAHA.
nnb.
then they continued to rub salt on the wound.
fucker CONTINUE to say: HAHA. my penis later go inwards.
rudy screams: HAHAHA. DE-STEAM!
NNB x 2.
then they spent the rest of the day laughing at their penises going inwards.
yes. thats how i spent my sunday morning. say poor thing please.

so basically. now im home.
and there will be a chalet on my birthday!
around september 21st onwards.
two bungalow chalets. my parents just told me.
then i said. issit because i going NS soon?
my brother laughed and said: HAHAHA GO NS GOOD WHAT.
brother says: BDAE GOT SO MANY HUNDRED PPL CELEBRATE WITH U.
NNB x 3.

PS: To HGF, its sunday! and i hope u enjoyed ur time in HK.
cause i'm missing u bad bad, alot alot already.
and if u still arent coming home. im swimming to HK soon.

yay. life's good.

yes lah people. im blogging again.
lets see. thursday was movie at vivocity.
'Mummy; Tomb of the Dragon Emperor.'
yes. it was nice. and yes. it was with amanda yeo.
and yes. of above. those are the pictures we took.
HAHAHAHA. her favorite cam-whoring sentence.
amanda says: 'eh wan take picture? COME COME!'
yes. and im literally tired now.
we had a good day at vivocity.
yes. the rooftop.
yes. the place we found socks and jasper.
just had a talk about her life.
it was nice really.
and its been quite awhile since i felt so comfortable.
just the breeze. with a drink. and alittle bit of stars.
she's literally a nice girl lah. other than the fact she's naive.
HAHAHAHA.
opps? i know u'll kill me after getting back from HK.
but right now. for 4 days. im safe from your claws.
yea. and u know we all miss u.
however, u'll miss the urban tomorrow.
and u wont get to see fireworks with me!
awwww. HAHAHAHA.

so now basically, im walking around the house.
dilly-dallying. cause i've nothing to do.
someone. find me some entertainment please.

as the goddess sleeps, the world seems to quiet down.
and all seems so peaceful.
you would be unable to remove your gaze from her face.
as all would say. yea. she is beautiful in her own way.

yes lah. i forgot to zip again.

fug lah.

i forgot to zip again.

right after changing clothes at gym.

and two girls were smiling at me outside halobar.

-.- and yes. people. i fugging smiled back.

BUT.

i was wearing a super long baggy shirt.

so yea. i dont think they were smiling at my unzipped crotcher.

and right now. im in the school library.

waiting for miss yeo to finish her test.

jm, xander, emma and saw is with me.

and right now.

brenda ng is trying to irritate me.

brenda loveseugene♥ says:
why will turn fair
brenda loveseugene♥ says:
lol i think your skin
brenda loveseugene♥ says:
cannot absorb sun

brenda loveseugene♥ says:
my tan still around loh
brenda loveseugene♥ says:
my swimming tan

.moonchild. says:
-.- eh shhh
brenda loveseugene♥ says:
the last time i went with you

.moonchild. says:
nobody asked about ur tan
.moonchild. says:
NOBODY ASKED

.moonchild. says:
nobody asked about ur tan
.moonchild. says:
NOBODY ASKED

.moonchild. says:
u where bu shuang ah
.moonchild. says:
u wanna come school and die right
brenda loveseugene♥ says:
everywhere leyyy lalalala

brenda loveseugene♥ says:
can we can we go ikea
brenda loveseugene♥ says:
so you can tell
brenda loveseugene♥ says:
i wanna go ikea
brenda loveseugene♥ says:
damn fun
brenda loveseugene♥ says:
hohoho
.moonchild. says:
-.-
brenda loveseugene♥ says:
hahaha

brenda loveseugene♥ says:
i love jesus
.moonchild. says:
ah =/ im still gonna post that
.moonchild. says:
LOL
brenda loveseugene♥ says:
omg
brenda loveseugene♥ says:
WTF
brenda loveseugene♥ says:
nonono
.moonchild. says:
eh
brenda loveseugene♥ says:
eh
brenda loveseugene♥ says:
i slap you
.moonchild. says:
im gonna post ur i love jesus
brenda loveseugene♥ says:
i slap you ah
brenda loveseugene♥ says:
no
brenda loveseugene♥ says:
fuck you

yes. she is one crazy woman when she is bored.

please do get used to it.

anyway. today is a good day.

a great start in the morning.

with a good company.
and you got 18/20. im proud of u lah.

with all the misunderstandings cleared.

we shant put the distance between us.

because u said. u'd try. to let me into the bubble.

yes u know who u are.

im here to help.

she's a devil.

amanda yeo is a devil.
HAHAHAHA.
do u want me to say it in details?

in my bed.

i heard it today.
that you already have a new man.
from your friends' mouth. it was passed on.
how you were keeping company surprised me.
you made the same present that you gave me.
adding a letter with the same content.
saying that this kind of love is a first for you. baby.
lay in the bed i laid in.
giving the same look you once gave me.
split love with another person, how could you already forget me like this.
i don't believe it, did you really love me.
i still cant fathom loving again yet.
call him by the same nickname you called me.
hold his hand at places i took you to.
like a person at a march for the first time, pretend to wait in anticipation.
those were all precious memories made with me.
they'll all be erased if you do them with him too.
why are you erasing our memories, why why.
lay in the bed i laid in.
giving the same look you once gave me.
split love with another person, how could you already forget me like this.
i don't believe it, did you really love me.
i still cant fathom loving again yet.
the car i rode in.
the chair i sat in.
that person is standing in my place.
the lips that once told me they loved me are now matching someone else's lips.
lay in the bed i laid in.
giving the same look you once gave me.
split love with another person, how could you already forget me like this.
i dont believe it, did you ever really love me.
i still cant fathom loving again yet.
lay in the bed i laid in.
giving the same look you once gave me.
split love with another person, how could you already forget me like this.
i don't believe it, did you ever really love me.
baby. tell me why.

senja x 2.

yes lah. yesterday went senja.
and shit. im sick. my voice is gone.
yes. theres plenty of phlegm.
good game. it started this morning already.
anyhow. yesterday was quite fun.
though. yea. it was more like urban.
HAHAHA.
skating distances. loved.

lets see. went to senja square.
tried to do powerslide.
yay. and it turned into power spinning slide.
HAHAHAHA.
eh amanda. stop grinning at me whenever u see me spin.
went over to rudy's house for abit.
to fill bottles of water.
amusing lah his room.
HAHAHAHA.
eh. dude. whats that piece of super familiar looking paper on ur table.
anyway. i heard from andy that rudy has a habit.
he would bathe. come into the room with towel around him.
then. he would say.
rudy says: 'eh, wanna see something interesting?'
HAHAHAHAHA. sexyboy = hornyboy.
yes. that horny bastard took 30 minutes to bathe.
leaving me there to stink up his room.
anyways. i followed him to teck whye.
to watch him coach the kids.
yea. the pictures are as above.
i know i looked retarded. i was talking.
yeap. they look alot cuter than joe's bunch.
joe dun jealous ah.
HAHAHAHAHA.
and yeap. rudy owes me a drink.
for letting the kids literally touch my ass.
i mean. chase after my ass. yea. and touch it.
then while i was squatting infront of both the parents and kids.
rudy walks to me.
rudy says: 'eh patrick, you never zip.'
so yea. the kids are at my crotch level of height.
so yea. errrr.
lets skip this part.
HAHAHAHA.

went back to senja square for bbq.
the bbq was a failure though.
i didnt get to eat a single thing.
the cops came.
some jealous dude called the police.
anyhow. did some cards again.
yea. amanda yeo. dun emo lah.
though yea. its the first time i've seen u cry.
but u'll be fine yes? we're all here.
but ur jack of diamonds is still beside u yes?
his still there. so cheer up. =)
he'll help you. really.
u saw it urself.
if u wanna live in ur own space.
its fine. because it is ur life.
but when u need help. just shout out.
and dont keep everything to urself.
the burden is lighter. when u're not carrying it alone.

anyways. thats the end of everything here.
and yes. im sick. halellujah.

yayyy.

im home. wah. today the sun is. shiok.
HAHAHA.
yeap. woke up at 2pm though.
ahhhh im not a pig.
though yea. i did sleep at 2am.
but -.-' for dunno what reason i woke up at 4am.

didnt tan for long.
so basically, after that went for KFC.
then now im home.
since like. 5pm.
doing nothing. tian ahhhhhhhh.
i need to have a life.

senja.

lets see. today was yet another day.
lab test in the morning.
i did everything. like. everything.
i hope i pass. and im pretty confident i would.
then it was gym.
yea. i know. patrick no matter how u train.
u dont seem to grow bigger do u.
so yea. i spent 4 hours there.
and was dead tired by then.

then. went back to jurong for a haircut.
yes. the weather people.
im getting a heatstroke with my fur of a hair.
its super thick. always. i do not know why.
i think its because i barely use my brains.
the hair takes all the nutrients instead.
got home. bathed. changed.
and my brother forced me to do cards for him.

then headed down to senja.
some incidents upset me alittle.
maybe it was because i didnt have enough sleep.
either that. or im just always looking at things from one view.
but its ok. i guess things were this way.
just that i didnt take it seriously.
anyhow, arrived at senja square.
amanda and emma went off to urban.
thus i followed joe to coach his cute little kids.
yea. i meant cute in a good way.
though. not when they're all squeaky.
arrived back at senja square again.

i think perhaps its my first time there.
i really do not know many people.
thus i didnt really have much company.
so i was stoning there. basically. stoning.
dont ask me why im there. please.
LOL.
then. started sms-ing random people.
yes. people who've received sms-es between 7pm to 10pm.
forgive me. i was stoning.

and yea. some people i do not know, nor seen.
called me. 'patrick the fortune teller.'
tell me guys. what have you been telling the public?
this fortune telling thing. is beginning to become a burden.
somehow. yea. its good to count it for others.
but no. not when people know u for what u do.
instead of who u are.
besides. -.- who gives a fuck who patrick is.
so yea, im not basically in the high mood now.
the objective to go down senja was sort of like. ruined.
just to see her alittle more. just to talk to her alittle more.
but. instead.
zzzz.
then later in the day, got to hear some stuff.
the same old stuff really.
my heart sinks lower. everytime. really.
thanks emma. for that cab ride.
and yea. i flew 0.5 metres on bus 187.
with senior citizens shaking their heads.
and mumbling. kids nowadays.
that was the main highlight of my day. swear.
HAHAHAHA.