YAY.
met up with weilin and joe at first.
then spent the day at coffee bean.
not bad. actually. even though we've been doing nothing.
but i feel slightly more alive again.
perhaps i just wasnt looking hard enough.
because somehow. i feel like the old me again.
had fun teasing weilin.
then.
dinner at swensen's.
my treat. (includes joe, i dno why.) HAHAHA j/k
-.- yes i know i've owned u for half a year already weilin.
debt cleared.
sigh. a pity i do not have a camera phone.
finally caught wolverine. like finally.
HAHAHA.
with joe. and amelia.
tomorrow is mother's day.
speaking of which. amelia's turning into a mother.
-.- scary. in a way.
how others change so fast.
lunch tomorrow with my family.
though my dad wouldnt be free.
im bringing joe!
well. sort of like.
i treat him as part of my family too.
because he is.
thats what i think.
besides. it'd be good if he could treat my mum like his.
i was there when his mother passed away.
well. i sort of saw the process. more like.
i think.
nah it wont be weird dude.
just come along.
i dno why. but i feel better.
maybe its due to the jog early in the morning.
-.-' yes people. i know u're feeling surprised.
me too.
suddenly. i feel like doing alot of things.
should i get a driving license? =/
like maybe schedule the lessons on saturdays.
then i'm gonna go on a holiday. like real soon.
most probably just gonna grab a random someone.
-.-' brother? cmi. mother. maybe. lover. definitely. joe? only if he has the money.
anyhow. tomorrow's gonna be meaningful day.
note: if it all goes well. and joe can wake up.
btw. i'm getting a jab tomorrow.
-.-' a vaccination of some sort.
no. not for rabies. im not contracted.
no. not for AIDS either. theres no cure to that.
but yea. for STDs. -.-'
my mother said: just incase.
$200 for a jab. wtf.
needles. im so excited.
sigh.
its the 10th. i wish u would be here.
at least. with my family tomorrow.
u were beautifully imperfect.
funny. because it is all the small things that i remember.
every little detail.
how u used to whine when i rouse u from sleep.
how u'd smile when i appear outside your house.
how i'd try doing small little things just to cheer u up.
then time stops.
and now i cant fall asleep.
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