another day spent.

caught benjamin buttons with baby and her sister.
well. nothing special really.
other than the fact that it sort of felt family-ish.
which felt wrong.
HAHAHAHA.
i mean. it looks wrong to me.
but oh well.

a really great movie i have to say.
about benjamin buttons.
the way he looked at life and endured the passing of his loved ones.
how he sacrificed for his long love.
its kinda saddening actually.
somehow, a way or another. i wished i would have a love story like his.

well. i think i'm gonna go off to vivocity now.
its baby's birthday tomorrow. (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!
but i won't be here.
though i wish with all my heart i could be.
and yes. the night thingy wasnt possible.
because u were asleep when we were supposed to be at vivo. =/
i wasn't abit disappointed at all though.
because i knew u were tired.
so yup. another time then.
it isn't just another day. you and i both know.
it is the day where u came alone into this world.
then u met me. (:



good things don't last.
feelings do.
so. its all about you now.

♥

You're my only Valentine, baby.

I'm sorry, for everything.

Happy 3rd♥

stagnant.

this feeling. is turning stagnant.
its never moving forward.
you and i both know.
my heart is constantly aching.
certainly clouded in the mist.
i am confused, with the days coming by.
you arent opening up, as you said you would.
i am tired of trying, as i said long ago.
the relationship we had talked about, was never something like that.
we both promised of a faraway land, that we would become closer.
but not further apart.
but someone please tell me, whats this feeling that i'm having.
things arent going the right way. with irritating things you said.
i'm constantly disappointed, especially in the nights.

you're never there. neither am i always here.
there really is nothing to hide.
but i've given up the thought to talk to you about this.
because you and i both know. you would never change.