yay~

muahahaha yes lah yes.

im going to see sista on 7th of June.

possibly. duckie might come oso @.@.

interesting lah interesting.

and i'll be having fun poking her. XD

dongdong says: 'eh sista, boyfriend huh?'

WAHAHAHA.

then i shall show her my fuck face again.

o.o though really. i miss her laughters.

the shaking of hands while trying to catch her breath.

then~ it'll be skating camp from 10th of june.(i think)

-.-' i practically dont remember the date.

and it was a last minute decision. swear.

shuwen even had the cheek to ask me.

shuwen says: 'eh pat ah.'

dongdong says: 'yes yes?'

shuwen says: 'are you there to be GL? or helper? or for fun.'

i swear. she had the 'wahahaha noob' written on her face.

eh -.-' if i could skate damn well, i dont mind being GL lah.

are you trying to tease me for not practicing?

something to refresh the memories.

many things have not changed.

you are just not looking at them.

i'd rather stay. though.

i would love to once again.

fall in love with you all over again.

yet. we cant change what has happened.

i am not sad. because i know.

i'd rather choose to stay. than bite my teeth and run away.

that is why. it is up to you.

please. recall what i have said.

and imprint it into your head.

if you are trying to release me from pain.

then. start moving towards me. once again.

just be yourself. and not think far.

and i'll slow down my pace.

for you to catch up.

moving on. would hurt both of us.

and that is not something. we both want.