Monday, June 2, 2008

im bored.

-.- yes lah. here i am to blog again.
had my AR practical just now. i swear.
yay. and i passed! *starts peeing on my AR lecture notes*
im going to burn it later.
then. yesterday. was jogging, swimming.
a great joy lah really. at least got ppl pei me.
-.- then they started on jokes about people who break up.
lj lang.
anyway, i ended up laughing till there were tears in my eyes.
Boy breaks up with Girl.
Girl tries to cut herself, with a blunt razor blade.
Girl gives up cutting herself, buys a bottle of red wine.
Girl goes home, and started crying.
'WHY MY HOUSE NO CORKSCREW ONE!?'
i dno why -.- but i found that funny lah. sadistic alr.
then to my dismay, as we headed to the swimming pool.
Family Day. Hallehlujah. however you spell it.
It was crowded. i dont mind it being crowded.
-.- but. the problem is. they are all. er. tamils.
i swear, i went to the lazy river.
and there was this smell of curry and urine.
the water itself was fucking salty. which i accidentally -.-' er.
then we went to the wave pool.
it was alittle better. other than the fact it was still salty.
but. but. but. but. BUT!
i saw this dude, once again. tamil.
with body hair enough to clog the whole swimming facility's filter.
and. it was crowded.
and. i was beginning to be pushed towards him.
i could imagine myself drowning beside him.
and struggle up only to get hair inside my mouth.
then. chevron at night.
weeeeeee. that really made my day.
i was slightly cheered up alr. due to the fact i had fun at the pool.
then headed over to chevron with my family at night.
omg. my aunty can sing. -.- i swear. deng li jun's voice.
then the day ended with supper.
a simple. yet fulfilling day.
somehow i knew. -.- my retarded family is using their own ways.
to cheer me up. for that. im thankful.
slowly, inching my way towards her once again.
though there is a mountain between us.
at least. i am not the only one digging that tunnel.
she now understands.
somehow, i think. she has always loved me.
she just didnt know how much.
neither does she know about mine.
but yesterday. she understood.
she found out.
it is painfully slow. but at least, we're not giving up.