again. the rantings.

I try and try again. to stop the yearn for the touch.

Living this life had been a torture. had it not been for her.

Over and over, i would dream of her. the nightmares banished.

Vanishing the pain i had, over the very mistakes i had made.

Everytime i try to close this circle. more and more i would spin.

Being myself isnt hard. but this cycle is like a neverending spiral.
Repeating and always coming. i feel lost and insecured.
Every explanation given, which i understand.
Nevertheless, i need to hold her tight. to tell her she is mine.
Dire to faults, i try and try again.
Anything i have, just take them all. so that i would never feel this pain again.