Tuesday, June 24, 2008

im just standing here.



im reading back on the posts in the past.
it made me smile. really simply.
its funny. when its so hard to decide.
because.
i cant move on. i dont want to.
yet.
she seems to want me to.
tell me.
what would u do. if u knew she was getting hurt.
and the reason was u?
what would u do?
should u give up?
or should u stay on?
im choosing to stay on. yet she doesnt see that.
all she has to do. is tell me. dont leave me.
and i'd just continue to stay here.
me? falling in love with another girl?
please. think twice. what i had told u in the past.
and what i had fucking meant.
u saw it with your own eyes. what i would do.
just to be with you. just to make you happy.
all u had to do, was ask.
i was with u through the past.
i am still with you into the future.
but u said u're tired.
what do i do now?
above is a song. of what im feeling.
as again.
fuck u lah jaychou. stop writing emo songs.