Friday, April 11, 2008

little rantings.

she had given up her most prized possession.
she had given up her attention. from the people she treasured.
she had thought about me. the things i had lost.
the things which i had wanted to let go.
it will be a happy ending. im sure of it.
but the storm has not ended. the thunders are still sounding.
it is all because of her. she minds. no matter how much she claims she doesnt.
time has to tell. because i lack of the solutions.
she doesnt believe in forever. neither would i try convincing her.
it would come to light, everything would be.
her past is what made her this way. i do not blame her.
her pain caused her the scars. i understand.
i'm no longer afraid. because i wouldnt bother.
it would be much easier. that way.
to trust someone would remind me of my pain.
but it has to be, that way.
my tears have long dried. my eyes wouldnt cry. no matter the pain.
i had given up on many. and chosen just one.
she does not understand, my concept. our thinkings differ.
the more people i knew, the lonelier i felt.
many will know how i feel. the longer they live.
the world is broad, the skies are high.
the world i had seen enough.