dying.

ahhhhh. i dno wtf is happening to my lj head.

i can friggin hear drums inside it. -.- i swear.

any yells or loud noises makes it worse. *looks around at the world* i'll kill the next person to talk into my ear. -.-

then there is my flu. which i think is partially an accomplice of my sore throat.

i cant swallow my saliva. nor can i breathe properly without wincing.

the headache is 2 days old. his name is thumpy.

-.- i wanna kill someone right now.

then i have to go to my sister's(note:despite my screaming protest to my parents)

my nephew is 1 years old today! YAY! and.. i noticed. i really do not know his full name.

im a great uncle lah great uncle. when he grows up. the first thing i'll ask him is.

boy! come here. (30 seconds of silence). what is ur name? and then another 30 secs of silence.

met sayang,beanie and bryan yesterday.

i swear. bryan is pervertic. confirm lah. must be lah.

he started poking the takoyaki box with sticks. i swear. he was doing it with pleasure.

i could just see it on his face. he was going like 'muahaha! holes holes!'

well. i guess most of the stuff that happened the other night. was smth like a dream.

its called a tiff. but it just sort of blew by. like nothing happened.

she had wanted to accompany me to bukit batok.

but me, fearing bangalas coming at her in the night. on her way home alone.

so i rejected her offer. though i was touched.

but in the end she still walked home alone. stupid beanie and bryan.

i re-read the doc she had sent me. and once again. i feel secured.

though i do not know for how long more.

and many thanks to xinyi and family. for accompanying me through the longest night.