the tiring days T.T

okie ppl -.- im here to blog. like finally, and i still havent figured out totally the template. W T F. and i keep asking bwenda for help =.= crap lah.

wahahaha i had great fun on tuesday. -.- though it was kinda dumb. fancy us getting all excited over thailand food. i swear, the most spicy crap i've taken in my life. BEANIE BEANIE! *bua chili oil on kangkong* NAH! EAT! EAT UP! XD and then we had a chilli competition, like me vs bwenda -.-'. we actually did that twice, dumb beanie didnt take the video. i hate u lah sister. however, bwenda was actually so psyched to eat it twice.(i swear, ive nvr seen her liddat) sooo~ we went NP in the morning, SP after that, then taka, then suntec, then esplanade. (/-.-)/ i nearly died, on tuesday. really. for ppl who knows me well -.- they all know i dun fancy travelling. be proud lah be proud, (claps). esplanade was a letdown though, it was fugging closed. bwenda, its all ur fault. i dont care XD but its ur fault. anyways XD lets try the taste of india.. like.. CHILI+CURRY! lub deep deep x 2(by bwenda and beanie).

anyways, ive been working like non stop everyday. friggin bungalow -.- (note: its 3 storeys high with a mosquitoe infected swimming pool). just to do a little something for someone =/ dumb yes i know -.- no choice~ i prefer the money without guilt(taking from my dad). so yea, it has been sun in the morning, rain in the afternoon, then sun again. say HI to fever. however, i had fun lah -.- i really admire my dad lah, so gay. he worked for 4 days consecutive without any complaints, but he said he was used to it. sooo... -.-' now i know how he fed me grow up since i was young. but still.. the fuggin sun #$%!@#$$#%. im gonna peel soon, very soon. -.- and someone didnt even 'sayang' me like she said she would. she basically just scratched me, till i was EVEN redder than usual.

things just upset me lately, dumb things really. -.- i dont know what im thinking anymore, nor what im feeling. should i or should i not? thats the question. i could be the wolf that is reaching for the moon. or perhaps, alittle lesser than that.

she blushes, when you try.
if i would to be, it would be now.
its a letdown, when all u can do is wait.